My nightmare

Some people have nightmares about showing up at school naked. I fear being Michael Brown. The Bush administration has make me completely phobic about being incompetent. I find it difficult to work with people who are not prepared, but even worse is when I find myself "phoning it in".
I am constantly trying to figure out what I am good at and where i need to improve. However, I know I have blind spots and a gulf between what i want to be and what I really am. In the bible, the Book of Romans talks about clay pots. I am fine being a clay pot, but I have to know it so I can quit trying to live up to my potential.

On that cheery note ...
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